Jessie is such an amazing woman , she’s smart and hardworking, she takes care of me and my children [3 of them], I just don’t know how she handles her writer job at the most prestigious editorial house in Australia and taking care of my family, she’s always attending school meetings, going to college events, taking our older daughter to her dates, and she’s always smiling and in such a good mood, I just don’t know how she does it and I am an idiot who doesn’t deserve her.
First of all, I know I am a good guy; I work my back off to support my family, I have a good job and I make good money to fulfill all their needs, she doesn’t even need her job, but she does it because she loves writing, I take her to parties and charity events and every other weekend we take a little trip to the beach and spend a silent evening, she says it inspires her to be a better editor and writer.
But I am struggling with guilt; I know exactly where I am lacking and I know exactly the solution, or at least I think so.
I know there are tons of options for treatment of erectile dysfunction, and I know they’re all good, I even know the negative effects they may have like dizziness, upset stomach, the risks of overdosing like losing the ability to get an erection forever if you get one of those endless erections, I know I may go blind if I don’t take care and mix it with other types of medications without consulting a doctor, I even know I should not buy from shady websites or un-trusted pharmacists.
Heck I know everything that I should be doing and what I shouldn’t be doing, like hesitate to get treatment, but it my mind it’s easy and nice just to keep things the way they are.
It is what makes me an idiot, I don’t know if its pride or shame or whatever it may be named I just can’t get myself motivated to pick up my balls and get to the doctor’s office and get an appointment and talk with him about my concerns and worries.
What if there’s not an option for me? What if after deciding there’s no alternative to my specific case? What if the doctor loses his professionalism and laughs of me?, I just may be going nuts about this, but I love my beautiful wife and I want to make her happy, I really have no choice here, she must be happy at all costs.
I still don’t know if I am willing to make the jump, after the consultation with the doctor I still had doubts , he said I could start the treatment right away to see if it pleases me, just one pill of this med called “Kamagra”, It comes in pills and jelly but I choose the pills , I had read about this before, it is the most affordable treatment in the market and it’s the same stuff as the other more expensive meds, it has its ups and downs just like I read before, and it can be bought in any pharmacy or online just as long as it is from a respected site.
Now we’ll see the results and I hope this works…
Medical Practitioner (General Practice) with postgraduate diplomas in Cape Town. My special interest is erectile dysfunction.